Thursday, May 10, 2007

In need of an Attitude adjustment

I promise this will be my last down and out complaining whining blog post for a while but, it seems like I have caught the May Blues. Life seems a bit overwhelming at present. I feel the need to sit back and reassess things a bit. It's so easy to get caught up in the negative stuff going on and even easier to forget how truly blessed I am and how good my life is.

So here's what's troubling me:

  • Living in a flood zone with flooding predicted in the near future
  • knowing that we have no flood insurance because it is unavailable in the city we live in. I guess we should have looked into that one before we bought!
  • kid at school going ballistic on my 6 year old son, biting him and punching him telling him he was going to kill him
  • He will be in Brayden's class next year
  • Ballistic kid is my Friend's son
  • Major strain on friendship with my friend because of the above incident
  • My Mum will be having Chemotherapy soon for her MS
I know the above will all somehow work out. God always has a plan. I need to learn to trust and be patient and wait for his plan to unfold.

Instead of focusing on the negative stuff above, I am going to focus on all the things I am grateful for this week:

  • Kids School was not completely trashed and the vandals were caught and arrested
  • Loosing my digital camera on school field trip and finding out someone returned it to the lost and found at Science World.
  • Going on field trip to Science World with Danielle's class (I'll post pics as soon as I get my camera back).
  • Having my sister and her family living close by
  • Being able to stay at home with my kids
  • Family whom love me
  • My Mum
  • Good health
  • Two beautiful happy healthy kids
  • Husband who loves me
  • A roof over my head and food to eat.
  • Dear Friend giving birth to a healthy baby boy
  • My garden
  • The sun deciding to come out from hibernation
  • Family game night
  • Bedtime snuggles with the kids
  • No flooding yet
  • How much God has looked out for me this week

ENOUGH...I will be back to more upbeat posting next week. Maybe even some sewing too. I am itching to use that Dick and Jane fabric I bought a while back. I have a long list of sewing to do projects that just seem to get pushed to the back burner. It would be so much easier if I had a room where I could keep my sewing machine set up and not have to put it away after every sewing project. I need to figure something out...perhaps some furniture rearranging will be on the weekend agenda.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

chin up, erin! hope you have a good weekend.

Anonymous said...

I can understand your frustration over those things, but it is certainly better to focus on the good things. It never solves a problem to worry over it!

Keep looking up!

Katie said...

I sometimes do the same thing and like you I have to remind myself to focus on the positive. Some days it can be tough! I hope you have a good weekend :-)

Julie said...

Enjoyed your gratitude list... and I'm so glad to hear your camera was found and returned! Praying for you and your mom's health. Have a Happy Mother's Day with your family!

Anonymous said...

You did a good thing to write out a gratitude list. (But your list of troubles would give even the most unflappable person reason to flap a bit...) You're smart to know that God has a plan. He certainly does.

My craft project to do list is growing every day, too...

XO,
Jill

sulu-design said...

The good and the bad... I've been making my own lists, too. I wish you strength and clarity while dealing with the first list, and joy with the second. I hope the weekend helps with the adjustment.